"Not the needle, nor the thread, the lost decree. Saying nothing, that's enough for me."
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Not really? I'm at this position where I'm actually ALMOST there. It's like a long journey to a place you've never been to before and you never intended to go to at all, but at the back of your mind you suddenly think to yourself that it might be the right path all along.
I'm about to graduate and I don't even know what happens after this week is over. This might be the make-or-break week for or it might be not. I have so much stuff to do and too many damn obligations to attend to. It does not end. It keeps on piling up.
What happens next though? What will become of me? I am currently clinging to this fragment of hope that I might actually make it. I'm doing what I can and some parts of the progress I'm making might not be heading towards the right track but no one really knows what will happen.
Will I pursue this?
Heck yes. I don't even care anymore what happens next if I lose grip over that fragment of hope. All that matters is that I'm doing the hardest that I can to stay calm and positive. As they say, kaya mo yan. And that is not even an understatement.
For myself, I can probably manage. But because I intend this for other people, I have to say I cannot let this slip away. Nope, especially since I need it now more than ever.