Funny how one can always manage to find disturbing and funny pictures over at tumblr. However, reason why I backed out from the site is that people endlessly reblog, that's why the pictures barely get any justice anymore. If that's how tumblr is looked at by the majority of its users, then perhaps it's pointless. Or maybe tumblr does't have to a have a point? IDFK.

I am no fashion blogger and I find it quite a downer thinking, kasalanan nila 'to eh kaya di ako makaalis ng bahay nang di nagbibihis ng maayos. And this applies when I go to the more upscale places like Bonifacio High Street and even Eastwood City along Libis. Or maybe it is the upscale people who made the place seem upscale? Idontpackingknow. Thing is, whenever I visit the usual places swarmed by these fasyon people, I look at myself not worthy for even being there at those places, with respect to the attire. It makes me consider myself ashamed as I stand in the pool of thousands worth of silk, lace, and detailed fabrics while I wear trapo. For another, it makes me think the way people make a fad out of dressing up in itself promotes and defines luxury in the 21st century. And I thought technology was THE luxury.

I sit here thinking how much courage I stand in the middle of that pool I was talking about. I have tried dressing up in fancy brands. Turned out (not that I am lking the attention whatsoever) people notice me when I'm dressed up in my 250 peso tshirt and 700 peso jeans which I bought in the local store Bench. And soon enough I managed to keep my head held high when walking side by side with girls in wedges and me in my slippers. And I think I'm fierce-er that way.

I don't really have a thing against fashion bloggers. I do find it a guilty pleasure of browsing through my favorite Rumi Neely. It's the picture itself. There would always be a place in hell for each and everyone of us. We are born and raised in hell and our task here on earth is to earn our way out of it, live our lives, and be a step closer each day into heaven.